
My life is crazy-busy these days--I'm shooting, editing, putting work together, delivering photographs to clients. Wednesday night I stayed up till 2 AM going through prints for a wedding client, but I finally had to quit working when my eyes got so bleary that all the prints looked out-of-focus. Yesterday I stopped at the photo lab and picked up prints from two more weddings--1500 new prints to go through, two 200-photo albums to assemble. This weekend I’ll shoot another wedding, and there will be more prints. My mind flashes on a fantasy movie where I am a snowball and I’m rolling downhill, getting bigger and bigger, rolling faster and faster, and I wonder Can I Stop?
Well yes, I can stop--by finding balance. I can think of a zillion jobs I need to do in my office, but I get myself out the door and on my bike, and I pedal (slowly) to Yoga class. I spend an hour going through the various Yoga poses. My back--tied in knots after 30 years of having camera straps hung from my shoulders--begins to loosen-up. My mind focuses in on the soft, encouraging voice of the Yoga teacher Susan, as she reminds the students in class:
“...breathe, breathe, breathe...”